==still moment==

9JamadilAwal 1431H

assalamualaikum semua :)

after two long days,finally alhamdulillah~~

semalam tempahan memasak utk 80 org dr brunei society utk majlis khatam quran. Subhanallah! tak rase mcm kt UK plak,lpas jumpa mereka semua anggun berjubah,yg brothers nye segak berbaju melayu..sayu tetiba!!

but my hearts keep on takbir,ALLAHUAKBAR!! walau di mana bumi dipijak,takkan melayu (brunei pon melayu kan) hilang di dunia,but the most is takkan islam pudar selamanya :)

and for today, we've sell chicken rice. as usual, it's our friday lunch food selling at friday prayers. alhamdulillah. oh ya, lupe taaruf dgn 138 Catering. that's our mini-project for every friday, n sometimes do receive orders for special occasions. kak amoi n kak anne as the master chef, haida the loyal assistant and me,the loyal tukang basuh ayam. hehe~~

setakat ni keuntungan sudah cukup utk byr bil2 rumah (gas,water,tv,wireless) and extra cash masuk duit poket. urmm,maybe tak sebesar gaji kalo kami keje as cleaner di uni, but at least kami seronok. me of coz,seronok sbb tak perlu keluar rumah nk cari duit, kurang dosa cket (eh leh terima ke alasan nih?)

oke la, as i promised i have another contengan to share wif u..enjoy it!

till then, remember Allah always :)

STILL MOMENT

~ Bile iman mula menipis~

By: fLy

Just a short road

But why I feel so long

A wide pace to step

But why I feel so narrow

The sun shines

Smiling flowers show up

Birds humming happily

But I find it’s dark and quiet

The wind blows cool

Leaves dancing merrily

But I am warm

My face turns white

My hands turn blue

I keep walking

I keep trying

Tho everything is out of sight

Until my soul fly off

sweet note: baba di Arab Saudi skg ni, presenting their proposal for Mekah water supply. Doakan lancar segala ye. boleh plak die jumpe my 2nd cousin helmi who works for Ranhill in Riyadh, keciknya dunia :)

==Gaza oh syahid==

28 Rabi'ul Akhir 1431H

Setelah sekian lama (oh..baru beberapa hari je pon) tak cek email uni,ada dua iklan keje kosong. Satu di Tanzania, dan satu lagi di Gaza.

Yg di Tanzania ni tak cakap pulak brape gaji yg ditawarkan. So, I ignored it..hehe

Yg di Gaza ni mcm menarik. Gaji in pound sterling even a bit lower than normal engineer should receive,contract setahun.

Maknanye,at least setahun tak tanam jagung belakang rumah. Tp bila pikir2 balik,sanggup ke nak duduk d medan perang tu?Iklan keje tu awal2 lg bg warning,seseorang itu mesti boleh hidup dlm kawasan peperangan dan bersedia utk sebarang kecemesan yg berlaku. Serta bersedia utk menerangkan kepada kedua pihak yg berkonflik utk bersetuju atas prinsip kesihatan dan keperluan asas.haiyyyaa~~

Hati ni takla mengharap,tapi ini kan peluang. Bukan lah disuruh Islam utk berjihad dgn perang dan nuklear, menyediakan kemudahan buat awam juga suatu yg mulia.

Saje je nk tease mama ngan baba. So antarla msg "kalau nk keje di Gaza amacam?"

Tak lama lepas tu mama reply "20 minit lg skype"

oke..buat selambe je la.hehe..sbb memang tau susah punye dpt green light.

Mama pon start la cite die, "Mama ni baru nak buka puasa,dpt msg kakak nk keje d Gaza. Terbantot nk makan. Bile baba tepon mama cite la (sbb baba di Ipoh skg),tau baba jwb pe?Kita antar pegi study nk suh keje die nk g mati syahid plak."

hehe..bukanlah baba tak suke mati syahid tuh.Tp phm2 je la.Mesti la die risau kan.Kalo lelaki oke lg la.

(dlm hati berkata,baba kn nk keje d Mekah lpas ni..dekat ckit la Gaza tuh nk banding UK ni ;p)

Tp ayat mama lepas tu mmg sgt tak boleh tahan..gelak guling2~

"Balik kawen tak die,nk pegi Gaza pulak!!"

Ya..ni dia!!Ayat cepu gangsa yg semakin kerap diulang ayahbonda ni..Tak best betol.Kalo la kawen ni mcm makan biskut marie cicah air tuh,lame dah suruh nikah kan. Masalahnye,pengantin lelaki tak jumpe lagi. Jadi??KITA ENJOY~~~

Ape2 pun,keinginan utk syahid di jln Nya itu pasti ada dlm sanubari semua muslim kan. Cuma saat syahid yg mcm mane itu yg kita tak tahu.

Namun, sbg pompuan ni kena la tny wali dulu. Bila wali bg red light tu jgn mimpi la.hehe..~~diriku mmg anak yg nakal suke bg soalan pelik kt mama ngn baba..ampuunnnnn~

Yang nyata..perjuangan tu lahir dlm pelbagai bentuk. Kita tentukan lah acuan mane yg kita nk pilih supaya kita ini ditarbiyyah sentiasa sbg pejuang,dan meneruskan bakti juga sbg pejuang,dan mati juga sbg pejuang.i'Allah~

sesiapa yg nk tau lbih lanjut psl jobs ini bole email oke =)

==mengajar anak2 d KAFA==

13th february 2010

29 safar 1431H

how to express this feeling??

urm..well...berkecamuk..

excited+gembira+takot+gementar+bersyukur+berterima kasih = speechless..

arini..kte mencipta sejarah..tidakla segempaque world record..tapi arini diberi peluang mengajar di kelas KAFA...a clas for malay community children here in lufbra..kak gee had to go to london..UTM VC,prof zaini was in uk today..so the utm team all headed to london early in the morning..kak gee was one of the volunteers to teach the children to replace kak malia who went back to mesia for 3months for data recording works..kak gee came to my house last night and asked me to takeover the clas for today..so i invited haida too coz we had promise earlier to go there and do something for the kids...saje mencari pengalaman...we were asked to look after 4-7 year old kids..

haida started the clas with alif ba ta recitation..seems to be easy for us..but...

anak2 ni pon start la meragam..saifullah baring tgh2 dunia and sleep..amsyar panjat2 tingkap..only the girls yg boleh duduk diam..after that, we asked them to write the alphabets..they all learned how to write alif ba ta tho there were some yg tulis dari kiri..yg buat huruf ba dari kiri pon ade..mcm2 rupe dan style anak2 ni..

after that we gave them a break..somebody donated bread and fruits for them..after several ups and downs sewaktu makan, i managed to call them back and sit in a circle..i read them a story of Allah's creation..oho..we read it together..and then they had the chances to do some activities in front and some colouring...

clas nampak macam biase je..but to me, to teach small little kids is a new thing..mane same dgn ajar adik sendiri..takkan nak cubit anak org pulak..dgn penuh kesabaran melayan kerenah anak2 ni..part bersabar itu bole lg..but the worst of my fear is to teach them in english..this group of kids tak pernah sekolah d mesia, so they only know english and only few words in malay..loghat diorang lagi handal..

ade satu activity ni diorang kena tulis huruf ta..dan gambar yg diberi adalah terung..they then asked me,"teacher,what is this?is it a pear?"..adoyai anak2..ini terung..bile kate brinjal diorang pening..cakap eggplant lagi mengong..only amira said she had saw this kind of vege,but do not know the name..some coloured it in blue and some in yellow..diorang tak pernah kenal..even to say terung dlm jawi pon tak reti..

rupenye tak semudah itu mengajar anak2 ye..keje sbg cikgu tadika n caretaker d nursery bukanla senang sbnrnye..bersyukur sgt2 anak2 ni tak byk kerenah..walau haida kena jugak bawak kn ilham ke toilet..as the whole,takde pe yg drastik sgt..Ya Allah..rahmati dan berkati semua para pendidik..tabahkan hati mereka..semoga usaha mereka mendidik anak bangsa berjaya..amiin..

okeyyy..lesson utk arini..:

belajar utk menjadi guru tadika..dan belajar british ascent from the kids..thank you anak2...sbb ajar teacher how to pronounce the words with uk style..walaupun sikit je yg hadir, i feel great and so happy.. (~_^)

the students today:

amsyar, saifullah, naufal, ilham, yaya nadia, amirah, lamin and yasmin..

a special thanx also too haida, kak siti yg tolong menjaga anak2 dr lari kuar clas yg takde pintu and to nabihah yg berjaya pujuk adiknye naufal to join the group..

kalo la dpt lagi peluang mcm ni...nyaman~~

sweet note: kena panggil diorang ni anak2 instead of adik2..sbb teacher ni pangkat mak ayah depa..n they call us aunty outside the clas..terase diri sudah tua (T_T)

sweet note 2: moga anak2 ku nanti takkan menyusah kan the teachers kt skola..

sweet note 3: the night before dah kena ajar aleeya(adik nana) melukis online..aleeya d kuala selangor and baru je umur 4 tahun...nana kena wat keje kt dapor n pass the ym to aleeya